wow today = stress much? the test was really a killer man. hope i pass amen. hung at macs for while with vans dione laura & zh. the two retards left and sufen came! haha f u n n y :> left to meet lil joy @ j8. funny phone convo w gid+tre. JD WAS CLOSED ): so ate kaya wafflez and talked about pretty people , charles , and freaks. HA HA HA. left for tuiton , killer killer killer! now it's 9pm i gta rush my art and hopefully sleep @ 1030. 

LORD YOU'LL PROSPER ME , AMEN

 when i'm in the midst of worldy people , i tend to lose myself temporarily. but no way am i going to succumb to this any longer. i am gna fight and show in what i believe , jesus christ : my daddy , my saviour & my best friend.  i'm gna be a testimony of him. and even though the circumstances might be tough , i will not fear , coz he is with me :>

yep , today was abit weird but yeah jesus saves the day , all the time. i've been thinking and reflecting alot and i just realised how much happier i am compared to last year. and i realised it all came down to ONE THING.

my jesus consciousness.

i realise that i always find myself running back to him , constantly letting his love sink in so deep it leaves a mark. and thats what i love about it. that i can always run to your arms of love , even if life knocks me down. i know he's ever ready to lift me up , love me more and strengthen me. i love how circumstances may be bleak , but yet i am still so happy because in my mind i go , " jesus i know you can fix this. " i love how i let him do all the fixing , mending , adjusting in my life , while all i do is rest in him.
 

" sit at my right hand , till i make your enemies your footstool "
psalm 110:1

it's 2010 , it's time to rest and reign. 

 

 i should've known.

 

well well well , it's monday again! :> i felt really sick in the morning but i didn't let it affect me! i just kept praising him in my head and kept praying , even joy prayed for me hehe; and yeah felt much better in school. anoited myself everytime i wanted to fall asleep. so lessons was good and all! I LOVE ENGLISH LESSON WITH ZH AHAHHA. had a nabei chi test aft school , anoited joy's des's and my paper w AO. so our results shall be gr8. amen. anw , clarke quey then vivo with laura zh & vans after that. quite funny. i luv disturbing and irritating vans :>
anw , i hope to do art tmr man! 
hehe , jesus where would i be without you? :>

 hi i'm back from dinner w laura&amos @ old airport road :> laura try to be funny and had milo for dinner. yeah then laura left for her paikia tution then amos and i kept irritating each other. his stupid helium balloons all flew away HAHAHA _|_ yeah then we xchanged bags! so taoteng lor but wtv. bus-ed to suntec then he kept disturbing me again lor nbcb.

" eh later you walk then i cannot find you how? "
"why?"
" COZ SO DARK" 

_|_ 
anyway , otp w laura now she's being a retard. class deco tmr? maybe i'll study w lisa if she's free hehe :> then chem tuiton w my chio but unfriendly teacher. susan ng plz plz plz be more friendly tmr , amen. 

 today was better than i expected. i listened in every class even chinese(!!!!!!!!!!) -claps for me- maybe it's coz i hav all the NO-MESSING-AROUND kinda teachers , which isn't exactly a bad thing if you actually want to put in an effort this year and come out at the top! (amen) hehe i love sitting with tan zhihui , even tho she fecking sabo's ME EVERYTIME!!!!!!! had fun in english with karen tay's constant disturbing HAHA. " mr low likes wheatgrass" HAHA walao!!. stayed back with baby zhizhi , fazzy & eva to do class deco! i'm so proud of us man! lauragal came to help us later on. went crazy shouting random shithead things " KARAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" haha love u guyz man. anw , hope the class likes the deco's! :D
O O O O O O AND , thank you jesus cause i am of the two people selected for TAKING O LEVEL ART THIS YEAR (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) PRAISE GOD PRAISE GOD PRAISE GOD <3

 hi live journal sorry for abandoning you for so long! but rest assured i will always love u more than my tumblr HEHE.
anw , my days are great coz he has made it. o and i luv the cleaner on my level she wants to rape all of us. 
it's been so long since i felt so optimistic about my life , must be jesus ( and a bit of adam khoo workshop) i pray that this level of optimism stays and or increases , amen.